Had an awesome massage but apparently this is supposed to be a bad day for me. The Dude texted me this morning asking if we could get together tonight. We talked on the phone to firm it up. But when push came to shove, he bailed. Mind you, I bailed on him Friday, too, but I gave him three hours notice. He gave me no notice. We were supposed to meet about 45 minutes ago and no word from the asshole. So he’s off my FWB list because that’s not friendly or respectful. And Mr. Experimental has his daughter until Thursday so my nice “night off” while Pumpkinhead is with his Daddy has turned into a night off at home catching up on my DVR. Oh well.
Never mind
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ptlawmom
March 15, 2009 at 9:49 pm
Tabby, I am doing what I can but I am only human. I spend time with my son. Every single night I am doing homework with him, reading books, giving him baths. Every single morning, we send e-mails back and forth, make breakfast together, brush our teeth side-by-side, chat as I make his lunch, etc. I spend a ton of time with myself doing things I enjoy. But I like men and I like companionship. And I’m also a pretty emotional girl so I lead with my heart on my sleeve. I love big, get hurt big, but care a lot. Ask anyone who knows me IRL and they will tell you I’m not walking around obsessing about men. I just do that in my blog – LOL. IRL I am working my ass off on my career, dieting with my nutritionist, getting massages and taking tons of meds to keep my pain at bay, swimming with my Dad, hanging out with girlfriends, spending time at church, doing crafts with my kid, taking him to the park or the movies. So I’m not all about the weird guy stuff. It just has me down. Have you been divorced? Apparently this is pretty common…
Tabby
March 15, 2009 at 9:36 pm
Not that you want the advice, but focus on yourself and your son, forget the guys.