Admissions
Okay, John Edwards, WTF?!? Are all men dogs?
Very disappointing.
In other admissions, Chapin FINALLY called tonight (first time since the other night). Thank goodness because Pumpkinhead has woken up crying at least twice a night for the past three nights.
Where at first he had used his mother as an excuse, he is now being honest. He had called me when I was out to dinner with one of my dates. I don’t lie as a general rule when asked a direct question so I told him I was out to dinner. I didn’t rub it in his face and of course I didn’t tell him about the Slutty McSlutSlut part, but when he asked if I was out with a man, I admitted it (saying it was just dinner, nothing else). Anyway, tonight he told me that when he heard that, he realized he was not ready to return to the US. He said he felt devastated and angry and thinks he owes it to me to return in a healthier emotional state (i.e., not ready to kill me or any man who takes me out - yes, he used the word “kill”…). Alrighty then…. But I made it clear to him that he is devastating his child and that he needs to call daily to make up for that. Of course I haven’t told Pumpkinhead that Chapin’s staying down there indefinitely. Just that Daddy needs to help his Mommy and Daddy for a few more weeks. We’ll see what to do after that.
P.S. No, I didn’t mention the truck. I’m going to pay this month and then see what happens from there. I know, I know… But he sounded so sad. Hard to sever emotional ties so quickly.









August 9th, 2008 at 5:17 pm
Stay strong, he can only manipulate you with your consent.