Okay, so I changed my mind. I know, I know, I paid the seat deposit, bought the books, etc. But I’ve been feeling unsettled. I woke up Monday morning after a weekend of dead ends in my search for a backup babysitter and said, “God, please send me a sign that I’m making the right choice.” I got on the elevator at work and ran into an attorney who works on my floor. She said, “I hear you’re going to [T4 School]. Let me tell you why that’s a mistake…” She proceeded to share horror stories about grads from that school and things she has heard while serving on a local firm’s hiring committee. I reviewed the emails I’d received from attorneys and other people from whom I’d solicited advice, as well as the “expert” articles and books and I realized I was making a really foolish decision. In terms of future career opportunities, it would be really dumb to attend [T4 School] regardless of their “stronger” night program. Although I have a strong undergrad GPA, my undergrad school’s reputation is quite poor and would probably hurt my candidacy for future employment– combine that with [T4 School’s] lower ranking and I’m settingmyself up for some challenges. Also, although we intend to stay in this town, one never knows and I probably shouldn’t shoot myself in the foot by choosing a school that has no reputation outside the state (or, one might even say, the city).
I contacted [T4 School] yesterday to rescind my acceptance and also contacted [T2 School] to make sure I can still accept their offer. Good news is that I have until April 1 to send in my acceptance/deposit to [T2 School] and my loan funds will be returned to Sallie Mae with no penalties. Bad news is that I lose the $300 deposit I sent to [T4 School], I have to start paying interest on my Mac in March, and I had already bought all of my books. Best news is that my stomach is no longer in knots and, although I foresee some challenges at [T2 School] in terms of my overall part-time law student experience, I feel much better about my debt load [T2 is cheaper] and the potential for employment once I finish.